Did you know that it actually gets quite cold in Los Angeles in the winter time?
i’m freezing. And i didn’t bring any of my cold clothes here. Like all my jackets and stuff I left in New York. I have like, a sweatshirt or 2, but not like, real hard core winter clothes. I feel really betrayed. I thought I was going to be able to sit in a bikini year round. I have the heat on, and like, several layers of clothing and I am still quite cold.
Thankfully, I will be going back to New York soon where it’s cold, and it’s like… supposed to be cold. This shit is just weird.
I’ve been so busy filming other people have sex, i’ve barely had enough time to have some for myself. I need to fix that right now.
This morning I cleaned my ears with a Q-tip, and I stuck it too far in and I can barely hear anything.
I am having De Ja Vous, I think this happened to me when I was like, 6 years old. I feel pretty lame about it happening again. I’m so embarassed!
So i was in a movie, the other day. It’s a movie Hustler is making about me called "Letters to an Angel" and I am quite flattered they decided to make a movie all about me, and I really did like the director (Jerry T) however I don’t know how happy I was with the girl girl scene I did.
The first scene I did of the day was awesome- me and the hired penis just fucked away, I orgasmed like a maniac… AND he even managed to put his dick in my ass, along with another dildo. The dildo was glass so it hurt a little bit, but I think I will try to do it again with a rubber dildo.
But that’s besides the point.
I purposefully chose a girl I have ALWAYS wanted to have sex with, whose name is Penny Flame. You might know who she is… in any case, I was quite excited about it. I wanted to like… you know… stick fingers in her and suck on her lady parts. I think she desired to do the same to me.
But the director wanted us to do some strap on stuff, which is cool and all, and I don’t mind it… but like… it turned out that was like, ALL he wanted us to do. Seriously, first it started off with her sticking a dildo in me, then she put on a strap-on and I rode the dildo, then I stuck a dildo in her. I really wanted to stop and explain that plastic penises are cool and all, but they’re not like… a substitution for kissing, and boobie fondling, and pussy eating. This is why I personally think that the best porno directors are the ones that are either in movies, or were in movies at some point. I think they know what makes people horny and what just makes it feel like a job.
I really did the best I could do.
In any case, I think I overdosed on dildos. I am gonna lay off the plastic penises for a while. I think i’ve had my share… I don’t need any more for the remainder of 2006.
So I apologize for being so sporatic with my diary entries. I’ve been trying to keep you posted with my life, but if you look at my calendar, I’ve been pretty fucking busy. I’m shooting 3 movies in like, 15 days, plus I’ve had a bunch of Hustler shit to do. This is going to be really boring if I go into detail about it, but to make a long story short…. BurningAngel’s accountant told us we had to spend some money before the end of the year…. so I couldn’t think of a better way to spend money other than making some good ole fashioned porno movies. It will be extremely convenient for next year anyways… I’ll be able to have a bunch of shit come out and not have to worry about it.
So I am making Cum on My Tattoo 4 (I know, I just finished making #3 and it’s not even coming out until February), AND I’m starting 2 other lines. One is my new favorite, "Bangin’ Bitches in the Bathroom"… which is basically, a whole movie about something I have always loved… bathroom sex. It’s just 5 scenes, all taking place in different bathrooms. I’ve had lots of sex in lots of bathrooms, and it’s always awesome. And even when the sex isn’t so great, the thrill of taking someone in the bathroom and fucking them is is enough to give you an orgasm.
My favorite thing so far about the movie, is that everyone who has been in it loves sex in bathrooms as much as I do. I love it when people get excited about being in my movies. So far in the two scenes I’ve shot for it (one was with Marie Luv and one with Kimberly Kane) they both came up with their own ideas for the cum shot. Marie, did a cream pie and then squirted it back out in the toilet… and Kimberly, brushed her teeth with cum. I’d love to take the credit for this, but it was all them. They just got so excited about a bathroom fetish movie, they came up with their own shit.
I’m actually shooting another scene right now. The girl (Harmony) is just about done with makeup and I need to do some directing. So I’m gonna have to go.
But I PROMISE I’ll tell you more about this… and other things, tomorrow.